and sincerely hope that your situation will improve.
It sounds as if you are a person of very good character who has plenty to offer, both here on this discussion board, and more importantly, society in general.
I applaud your work ethic, obvious intellect, and willingness to carry on despite adversity. I hope you realize that most of us are not as insensitive as the vocal few who have spoken critically of your choices. It'd be interesting to see what they'd do, given the very same circumstances.
Many years ago, when I was trying to achieve something seemingly unattainable, a wise, older relative of mine once said to me that ... "Crabs in a bucket will always try to pull down the one closest to the top." I think that may apply here. 
Though this may seem like an odd time to say it, since I have not met you before, welcome to DU. I hope to see you around as often as your schedual permits.
Good luck to you.
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