I have a personal issue and was told to post it here. So, here we go.

[firstwife]

19. I lost my job in September.

I was lucky to get on Washington State medical immediately. Next week I can send a tiny bit, not a lot but at least it is something. I hope things get better for you. I totally understand and glad you feel comfortable enough to be here. I ordinarily wouldn't do this on the internet, but I believe the people on this site are sincere and hold the same values I do. (I will add that I do charitable work regularly, but when I am at my worst financially, broke or out of work, or my saddest, is when I try the hardest to help others. It always seems to work out for me.) Have faith! Be well!