Can't sleep covid edition, but I can hear a bird outside.

[SpamWyzer]

7. My departed wife

of 40 years was an avid gardener, she loved flowers, butterflies and hummingbirds, she loved the natural world. When she died suddenly, I was destroyed. Almost physically incapable of anything beyond tears and fears. Then one day, as I pulled weeds from her flower beds, missing her with that horrible void that no one else can fill when a kind voice in my own head said to me, almost as she would have..."She was your wife, not your life."...I pondered this truth. It led me back to me. It saved me from the despair of loss and fears of loneliness and old age without a partner. Guess what? I am much better now. I pray you find a moment when the perspective shifts back into place, when your heart feels the loss but not the pain and when you discover yourself again inside just waiting to do things like enjoying the birds. He would want you to be happy again. Peace