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In reply to the discussion: Feed your head. (Jefferson Airplane, White Rabbit) [View all]Sweeney
(505 posts)But like Hendrix, and Morrison, she had a death wish. I think they were all injured in some way, and they couldn't see the ways that art drained them of their life force. Grace Slick had Grace, and was the most intelligent and emotionally well artists of the bunch. When I liked Hendrix and Joplin and Morrison I was as maimed as they were. I don't guess I am all that much better today. Old emotional wounds seal over, but never fully heal.
I just about hit a big old doe the other night. I put on my brights, checked my rear view, looked up, and there she was, brake. My wife, when I told her, said: Maybe she was trying to commit suicide. I said; no; they never do that, but just keep on keeping on, like me, and hope it will all make sense in the end.
My wife is the most loved and loving person I have ever met, but she is so deeply sad that it makes me sad. I know she is hurting, and I know she is sad, and I may only know part of the reason, and it is not enough to help her. Maybe being wonderful takes too much out of her. Maybe she feels like God dumped on her. I don't know; and I still care. Maybe I'm just too rotten to die. Maybe she is too good for this life.