The same confidence that many of my friends have in the belief that Jesus walks with them is the confidence that I have that nobody walks with me. The cold truth that when I die I will cease to exist in anything but the memory of those I leave behind, that those I love who leave are lost forever, is always with me.
These are my truths. I dont like these truths. As a mother, Id give anything to believe that if anything were to happen to my children they would live forever in the kingdom of a loving God. But I dont believe that.
But my conviction that there is no God is nonetheless a leap of faith. Just as we have been unable to prove there is a God, we have also been unable to prove that there isnt one. The feeling that I have in my being that there is no God is what I go by, but Im not deluded into thinking that feeling is in any way more factual than the deep conviction by theists that God exists.
Anyone who asserts that atheism, or theism, makes one superior to the other is a fool. In every sense.