Catholicism and Orthodox Christianity
In reply to the discussion: I'm so distraught, weak and discouraged. ER visit last evening. Infection. [View all]sprinkleeninow
(20,235 posts)bladder infection which explains the severe weakness, something's wrong with my throat/pharynx/esophagus. I've hardly been eating. Difficulty swallowing. Then keep clearing my throat until it's horribly sensitive. In the last month I choked on saliva or juices from an antacid. My breath was completely cut off.
I just went thru an episode of throat clearing. Why not. Cutting into my sleep.
Through it I went into a tirade and seemingly coming close to what it appears as spiritual death.
This whole throat combo came on me quite suddenly. And ridiculous me expected it to go as quickly.
I don't know what I'm going to do with this. How to proceed.
Am I hurt? Am I shunned? Am I forsaken? I feel I have been.
I need a resolution.
Thanking all for your support and mostly for listening to me, a chief of sinners, wail.
I'm scared. Concerning my physical condition and especially my spiritual condition presently.
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