I'm still not religious. [View all]

[Evoman]

Hah....just thought you fundies might wanna know.

I'm going through my third last chemo and it's fucking hell. I went through a major operation that involved getting my guts cut up and it was hell. I have a temporary ileostomy that is usually fine, but today was hell.

And despite being in the darkest and hardest phase in my life, and having people try to take advantage of it, I still haven't been converted. Heck, if anything, I despise religion more than ever. All the prayers do jack shit. I feel no one looking out for me aside from my friends and family.

And when I win this battle with cancer, god isn't getting shit from me. I thank my doctors. I thank my fiancé. I thank the researchers, scientists, and lab techs who gave me a chance at surviving.

This atheist got into and out of the foxhole unconverted. Bitches better recognize.