Should I or should I not go?

[bmichaelh]

11. Leaning toward not going

It will probably be a day of decision.

If I go, there will be a lot of hypocrisy going on, especially the religious kind.

I am not in the best of health.

Although, I am in complete remission of lymphoma, when it returned in 2019, it returned near my spinal column.
And it may have created long term back problems.

OT: If I had the money i would emigrate to Germany or Europe or Canada.
There is some promising back treatment developed by a German pharmaceutical company.