I'm struggling.

[marlakay]

129. Just realized reading this I haven't listened to a song either!

I decorated a bit and have a tree but no Christmas songs this year.

Last night I told my husband I am going to miss the tree, the lights make me feel better.

My hubby and I live out of state from family and most years are alone so that part is normal. But we usually go out to eat on the Eve and go to the movies Christmas afternoon.

This year we are watching new George Clooney movie on Netflix tonight, and I believe new movie on HBO tomorrow. And new grandson born on Christmas day last year is having a zoom birthday party tomorrow afternoon.

With my nia dance class closed and just couldn't get into it at home, my exercise has been walking the dog. I told the dog (Robbie) that he is saving my life because most days I would probably sit like a lump if not for him.

I hear ya with the fear, and I keep hoping Joe's team will be as smart and organized as my expectations are. I bet he has plans for military to help. Sometimes I think I could figure it out better than Trump he has done such a crappy job. And I have zero leadership skills.

If today and tomorrow become too sad follow my lead with movies and I also read mindless fiction sometimes in my bath with lots of candles. We need all the soothing we can get! The wine sounds good.

Hugs & peace ☮️