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In reply to the discussion: This message was self-deleted by its author [View all]you I would not make assumptions or accusation, and I did not. That is not how I function as a general rule. I simply responded to a few of the things you openly told us all. I'm completely avoiding making a determination about what I really think is happening. In other words, you deserve the benefit of doubt since I can't, nor do I care to, verify all the things you are saying.
My comments were meant to be raw and truthful, because I think you need to hear it. For example, a rational person with no money would find the idea of going to a non-covered dentist absolutely absurd. And it is. You resist hearing these truths, but they are still truths. Ignore them at your own peril.
So far, you have presented few problems that you, yourself, cannot correct, and that includes being out of shape. That one will take a little longer, but still something that can be done, and walking is a good way to achieve it.
No one is choosing your life for you, you get to do that. But if you choose this path, the results you see are the ones you must accept. People aren't going to keep paying you for that.
You appear to me to spend your time finding reasons to not correct, or convey that you don't feel it is worth the effort. You only want to choose the things that are easier for you. This will never produce desirable results.
And yes, I meant what I said, I really do hope you have a moment of clarity soon and recognize all of the things that you are being told are most likely true, and the answers are within you, not gofundme. Changing you habits and ideals likely won't solve every problem you are experiencing, but it will clobber most of them.
Good luck.