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[MADem]

90. There are inconvenient truths to his situation, too, that people would rather not acknowledge.

This guy's story is being shopped as if he was fired yesterday after a ten year career, or something.

The truth is he spent a scant two years working in the department, ON PROBATION, as all new hires are. He was suspended in June of 2008 and fired in January 2009. They tried him out, and he didn't, for whatever reason, make the grade.

That was four years ago.

So, for four years, he's been stewing about how people were mean to him.

His manifesto of grudges goes all the way back to 1996, to high school and an evil assistant principal and a thieving student/assistant PE teacher. Really. He also acknowledges that he might have suffered a pre-existing brain injury from his days playing school football:

Mr. xx, assistant principal, xx HS. Remember when you lied to my mother and the police officer in your office about stating that you never stated to me in a private conversation that you know the theft suspect (xx) stole my watch. Let me refresh your memory. A physical education teachers assistant, a student, stole the list of combination codes to peoples lockers, from the P.E. teacher. That student then opened many of those lockers and stole students personal property. My watch was taken in that multi theft an I reported it to you. A week later you discovered that the theft suspect was xx xx, a student. You stated to me in private that you know for a fact he stole my property. When I attempted to retrieve my property from the suspect. Campus security was called and you lied and stated that you never stated to me that you “know he stole my watch”. You sat there and lied to their faces right in front of me. You said it with such a deliberate, stern face. I never forgot that and was not surprised when 13 years later I was lied on again in the BOR by xx xx. maybe you can confess to your family at the very least in the private of your own home. After that, contact my mother and apologize for lying to her in 1996.

If possible, I want my brain preserved for science/research to study the effects of severe depression on an individual’s brain. Since 6/26/08 when I was relieved of duty and 1/2/09 when I was terminated I have been afflicted with severe depression. I’ve had two CT scans during my lifetime that are in my medical record at Kaiser Permanente. Both are from concussions resulting from playing football. The first one was in high school, 10/96. The second was in college and occurred in 10/99. Both were conducted at Kaiser Permanente hospitals in LA/Orange county. These two CT scans should give a good baseline for my brain activity before severe depression began in late 2008.



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If you go all the way down to the end of the manifesto, where he's naming celebrities, news anchors, politicians, his favorite tv shows and movies, as if he's thanking the Academy, or something, it becomes very evident, indeed, that the balance of this guy's mind is very, VERY disturbed. It is sad that he didn't receive effective psychiatric help in the last four years, which makes me wonder if he had a job with health benefits over the last four years. I would guess, unless he was sponging off relatives, that he had to be doing something to be able to pay for his truck and gasoline and day to day expenses.

I think a more productive series of questions about this guy would leave the LAPD behind and focus on what kind of medical care, if any, he received over the last four years, if he had psychiatric intervention and medications available to him, and if access to Obamacare might have altered his outcome?