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In reply to the discussion: PTSD STINKS!!!! [View all]

Phlem

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6. Amen!
Mon Nov 25, 2013, 06:07 PM
Nov 2013

I've got from early childhood abuse and it only got worse the longer I lived with my parents. That's why I do everything I possibly can to give my little girl the exact opposite, loves, hugs, kisses, and I love you's 10 times a day. I hope she never ever gets it from anything and I can make sure she doesn't get it from her parents, ever!

Make sure to take your meds and I've also got a prescription for MMJ. As a child when things started getting really bad for me, physically abusing myself, slowly becoming non functional, head always spinning, my first toke straitened me out to a functional state and kept me level instead of that uncontrollable escalation of panic when my PTSD gets triggered.

I felt like a lowlife for the longest time needing to smoke it for peace of mind, getting arrested for having it, but now I have a prescription and feel like a human being again.

I know full well life can be very cruel and it comes from other people.

And to all those who want to dictate my application of Marijuana, ya'll can get fucked.

-p

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Me and my Doc has been talking about putting me on MMJ. Lady Freedom Returns Nov 2013 #7
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