HomeLatest ThreadsGreatest ThreadsForums & GroupsMy SubscriptionsMy Posts
DU Home » Latest Threads » Forums & Groups » Main » General Discussion (Forum) » The Constant Pain Of Bein...

Fri Apr 3, 2015, 09:21 AM

 

The Constant Pain Of Being Ugly. [View all]

I am aware I am among of ugly people. Constant losers.
I was born premature , have a left crooked eye , Im small and suffers from vitiligo (skin depigmenting)
So..
So I am ammost never hired. So I am bashed on social networks French political forums. So everyday I walk in the city I hear mumbling insulting comments.
so I was many times advised to kill myself for stopping imposing the beautifull the horrible sight of me.
Of course I wont do it.
But as everyday goes the more self confidence I lose and the more "uneusefull I feel" Adding that to having been recebtly attacked vy people I thought were friends abput my inhability to get a job They say "I am too kind of a girl and that if I want work I have to become nasty" I cant be nasty on command!
Add that that I am living with zero money at the moment and eats once a day (maybe is that that depresses me) and that more and more even comes to wish France will turn into civil war so I will have the considered pretext to FLEE from a country I feel in the core it has ZERO place for me in its society.

very heavy heart today...

59 replies, 10468 views

Reply to this thread

Back to top Alert abuse

Always highlight: 10 newest replies | Replies posted after I mark a forum
Replies to this discussion thread
Arrow 59 replies Author Time Post
Reply The Constant Pain Of Being Ugly. [View all]
mylye2222 Apr 2015 OP
trumad Apr 2015 #1
wendylaroux Apr 2015 #2
cwydro Apr 2015 #33
Scuba Apr 2015 #48
F4lconF16 Apr 2015 #51
Erich Bloodaxe BSN Apr 2015 #3
H2O Man Apr 2015 #4
sinkingfeeling Apr 2015 #5
dissentient Apr 2015 #6
mopinko Apr 2015 #8
Bettie Apr 2015 #7
femmedem Apr 2015 #9
MBS Apr 2015 #22
cwydro Apr 2015 #34
hifiguy Apr 2015 #38
Egnever Apr 2015 #42
libodem Apr 2015 #10
riderinthestorm Apr 2015 #11
Quantess Apr 2015 #12
rhett o rick Apr 2015 #13
Depaysement Apr 2015 #14
My Good Babushka Apr 2015 #15
Arugula Latte Apr 2015 #16
NikolaC Apr 2015 #17
raging moderate Apr 2015 #18
safeinOhio Apr 2015 #19
DebJ Apr 2015 #20
mylye2222 Apr 2015 #23
RebelOne Apr 2015 #25
DebJ Apr 2015 #57
leftofcool Apr 2015 #21
closeupready Apr 2015 #24
uppityperson Apr 2015 #26
treestar Apr 2015 #27
malaise Apr 2015 #28
CoffeeCat Apr 2015 #29
awoke_in_2003 Apr 2015 #49
upaloopa Apr 2015 #30
LineReply .
Tuesday Afternoon Apr 2015 #31
cwydro Apr 2015 #35
mcar Apr 2015 #32
TexasMommaWithAHat Apr 2015 #36
Chathamization Apr 2015 #56
dawg Apr 2015 #37
steve2470 Apr 2015 #39
Jefferson23 Apr 2015 #40
Dont call me Shirley Apr 2015 #41
hifiguy Apr 2015 #45
Dont call me Shirley Apr 2015 #46
Boxerfan Apr 2015 #43
bemildred Apr 2015 #44
Qutzupalotl Apr 2015 #47
lumberjack_jeff Apr 2015 #50
raven mad Apr 2015 #52
WillyT Apr 2015 #53
AndreaCG Apr 2015 #54
pipi_k Apr 2015 #55
Liberal_in_LA Apr 2015 #58
Liberal_in_LA Apr 2015 #59