I can't handle anymore deaths [View all]

[rbrnmw]

Since August of 2012 I been beset with misfortune I fell off a ladder my Uncle died 4 days later My parents couldn't afford a burial we had to cremate him which he always said he didn't want January, 3, 2013 my 44 year old cousin dies from diabetes and a heart attack March 13, 2013 my dad passes 10 days after being diagnosed with cancer, April 2013 Mom is admitted to ICU with pneumonia and has had a small stroke. June 2013 I am admitted to the James Cancer Center with possible Ovarian Cancer, I have complete hysterectomy on June 24. July 13 2013 My mother has a massive heart attack I pull her off the bed to do CPR she dies hours later at the hospital. August 25 2013 my Aunt passes from cancer. Now I am being told I need more tests because I am still bleeding from a hysterectomy and my CA 125 is slightly elevated. I am losing my husband to another woman though he doesn't know I know about cause he just leaves without telling me most of the time so now I am dealing with that She called for him I answered his "work" phone not knowing. We have 4 kids I am being evicted because SSD has not come through and my husband barely makes enough to pay all the bills. I need my DU friends now more than ever I need a shoulder to cry on that isn't family they too have been through enough this year.