I almost died last week. [View all]
Had some acute inflammation attacks and infections which led me to a deaths low bp. It is lucky that I managed to pull through with every source of strength at my disposal. At some points I was so much in pain that I begged the doctor, my family, and anyone who would listen to kill me. Only reason I'm still alive is that no one had the means not heart to kill me. I Wanted. To. Die I would have chosen it in a minute.
The first er doctor I encountered was so sure I was gonna bite it that he told the nurses to just give me whatever pain meds I wanted, to make my final times comfortable. Lucky for me,, the nurses didn't listen.
Two weeks ago was on deaths door, tomorrow I'm getting out of the hospital. All my nurses and doctors consider my amazingly fast recovery as almost miraculous. Physio lady told me she was awed at my strength. Dunno... Don't feel to strong but I want to get out of her asap.
Chemo and cancer suck man.
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