I almost died last week.

[TexasTowelie]

35. Thank you.

I'm not entirely certain about how I feel about surviving my earlier attempt. There are some days that everything seems okay, other days where I feel empty or lonely, and then today I had another argument with my brother that pushes the buttons that are my triggers because I feel unwanted and being a burden on my family.

I wish that I could give logical responses to the questions that you raised, but they are beyond my capabilities so I won't make any attempt to do so.

I saw Evoman's OP and felt that he needed some acknowledgment of his ordeal so I responded. It was my mistake to mention the subject of divine intervention in this forum, but Evoman brought up the subject of a miraculous recovery. Wouldn't a miracle fall into the realm of divine intervention?