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jfz9580m's JournalComplaint Filing Initiated
I have contacted my former adminstrator, last mentor and started the process of complaint filing in both countries. This should never have been online as it encourages this same dynamic of forced engagement over a well regulated system with real oversight.
I have alerted my medical marijuana company that I will be initiating complaints and they are an honest industry I support.
Everything else in my life is and always was respectable. But I have seen enough.
I am deleting all of my journal, finishing a paper and preparing an anonymous write up for the authorities with allegations of harassment and malpractice and misconduct in human subject research by tech companies, greedy hospitals and other shady groups.
As the target of near constant stalking and harsssment I have the right to anonymity.
My main mentor and friends and oncologist etc never had anything to do with this.
I have never engaged in any kind of misconduct, quid pro quo or other self serving transactionalism. There is nothing that is lurid in my dull life. But I do use marijuana and that ended up being a weapon for corrupt malpractitioners and sexual harassers and other bullies and unscrupulous humans over the last 14 years.
I don’t take it personally.
But I have seen enough and I am going to the authorities to press charges and halt illicit construction and exploitation that is torture and malfeasance.
This is not an issue of US or India. I do not buy much into the constant divide and rule politics either. This is about greed, corruption and yes backwardness, which can be expected when billionaires buy up and destroy the state, the press is a joke (a few people like Christopher Ketcham, Andy Nikiforuk and Yasha Levine aside).
Thanks DU/elad and EarlG. I have appreciated the use of this forum as I mourned my mom and the loss of 14 years of my life.
I have done what I can to be a good scientist and a decent human being. But these odds and this rapacious encroachment and harassment cannot be endured.
I have seen enough. My main mentor was an honest scientist and I consider him family. My oncologist is an excellent the doctor.
He, my oncologist, any honest public sector worker, industry and above all my ex husband, my mom and dad, my best friend and his wife and I deserve better than this.
I shall be deleting all of my journal and taking this offline to file complaints and press charges.
She's not even running..
But mock me all you want, I totally could see POTUS Lina Khan 
.
That would make those parasitic technofascist oligarchs shit bricks..
Reanimated?
Seems rather pointless to go to all the trouble of “reanimating” only to find out that you are playing a starring role in an illicit organ harvesting racket. That right there defines bad luck..
Well whatever it is I hope they regulate themselves better
At least the one use of having stalkerish level data piles for no reason remotely connected to security, health or anything should be to predict where there is no growth opportunity.
I don’t want to spend what is left of my life becoming a grifting AI centric influencer adjacent moron fixated on this one stupid field. There are already good tech critics like Ed Zitron or Yasha Levine taking those creeps on and regulators like Lina Khan.
But where they are engaged in these space grabs of spaces and thjngs we never thought required regulation and shouldn’t in an economy with fewer crass bandits.
But well they should look for warnings and signs and just leave some neighborhoods, spaces and people alone to spare everyone a lot of wasted time and energy. As is I bet they can expect a lot of outrage. I don’t let these creeps normalize stuff.
But well one doesn’t want to add to the spectacle and participate in the other shady attention and junk industry which is criticism of rubbish and influencing- a profession that shouldn’t exist.
Now activism I understand. Not the attention getting kind so much as stuff that actually quietly changes laws etc and pushes these irritating invasive pestilential industries out without more tumorigenic “tech criticism and blah blah”.
It should just be shut down. No fake, forced engagement with these creeps. Off with their heads..seriously..well not literally but in spirit.
No no...
Earth is no longer in a state of ecological crisis because it’s not “trending”!!!!1!!! The public decided it’s not interesting..so climate change is canceled! That should teach it!
Hell that's my policy on everything good or bad
Even of mine. It’s my policy in science and with data generally.
The only time I am for data sharing though is of course with proper constraints.
But destruction of data can only be acceptable when it is the tritest stuff, not anything controversial whichever way the winds blow.
The reason I am extra draconian about privacy is merely that tacky creeps shouldn’t monetize shit turning life into a spectacle. Deleting stuff is just not okay ever.
And that’s my very mundane and driveling existence unlike these creeps. And a society that loses a sense of shame is a lost cause.
I have long worried about this
Totally inappropriate use of access for classified data. However fancy the cryptography is, without trust Whats the point
I don’t trust these creeps to be professional anymore. The system of trust only works when our elected officials and the adults in society earn it adequately. We have to keep them in line when they don’t.
And I get why the last few years have been so confusing. It is creepy peopel like these pretending to be legitimately anti establishment. These are morons who attack Dr Fauci and see Holmes and Maxwell as people to rehabilitate:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jessica_Reed_Kraus
https://www.alternet.org/news-politics/elizabeth-holmes-maha/
That Kraus woman is a nightmare. And weirdly in a spat with that neo-Nazi supporter Candace Owens:
https://www.vanityfair.com/style/story/candace-owens-jessica-reed-kraus-maga-spat
Ie rather than seeing Dr Fauci as an overworked public official of the best kind working within the constraints of this shitty society, they see these parasites like Holmes and Maxwell as complex anti-establishment figures.
I mean yeah molesting underage people or scamming ..those are not the areas of conformity, but that’s sort of not where you start when being non conformist dammit.
I should remember to tape over my phones cameras constantly. I forget after taking pictures of my cats or garden to tape over it again.
Creeps.
Lol
I was pleased about Larry Summers. I hope Larry Page and some Google and tech creeps go next. The detestable MIT Media Lab creeps have to be in there. 
Burn in hell creeps. Google pioneered the creepiest data science methods ever. Fuck those creeps.
https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2019/sep/07/jeffrey-epstein-mit-funding-tech-intellectuals?via=indexdotco
He is kinda abrasive -Evgeny Morozow but I don’t think he is full of it. He has even attacked the rare people I don’t dislike like Nicholas Carr and Tim Wu, but usually I agree with him.
And feel a bit wistful about anyone being that openly judgemental about these creeps and getting away with it. I am mediocre and have digital devices so I have to be “nice”.
Interesting
I did see Zelensky’s show on my streaming video service but somehow..
It was the same deal with Mo Amer. I watched his interview on Jon Stewart. He seems pretty cool. I started his show, but then somehow it seemed oddly anachronistic given the last year. I also watched a few episodes of an Israeli comedy show Hashoter Hatov. It was not too bad and it is quite old so less incongruous. But somehow I couldn’t continue with any of the three.
This is not really related to the rest of the thread. It’s just an anecdote.
I haven’t really been following I-P except that it was horrifying. It’s especially dark that it’s fuel for neo Nazis that the IDF responded this way to the Oct 7 attack.
I have decided that I have so many issues with the peacetime activities of humans that war is too much to add on. Anyway it’s not as if allied groups don’t follow that. I am sticking with green and animal issues personally.
But I felt bad that I had not donated as much to Palestinian relief as I should. That’s usually my
way of being part of the human family, which is make at least a token donation if I can’t do much.
But I found it so hard to donate to Palestine. It kept getting flagged as suspicious activity and I don’t thinks it’s so much that it’s pro or anti Palestine as my shitty credit card company doing sleazy shit as “ethical hacking” or some kind of social engineering.
They recently tagged a Dair donation as well. I should see if I can still make donations to The Black Agenda Report. Maybe it was a coincidence, but while all my contributions are in this inane reality “radical left” (absurd..I just dislike stale rot and I am not dogmatic. I only like specific people - yeah they are all on the left. But they are still rare. And I live in a communist state where I outright dislike the ruling party for all that I am on the left) at least they are not giving me grief over my animal rights and green contributions yet.
It’s not my bank so much as my credit card. They have always had a sleazy vibe and I have this feeling they have some underhanded ties to this super creepy movement called Effective Altruism that keeps trying to pile on to animal rights. The last time I was at one of their offices this girl came up and asked me about Malaria Nets out of the blue.
I know that’s a hobby horse with those creepy effective altruists. I should cancel my credit card and get a different one. It was just a meaningless interaction. But one of a kind that I dislike especially. I found it hard to make even one donation to Palestine thanks to their constant flagging of it as suspicious activity. Somehow I feel that tracks ideologically with how effective altruists think. They are creeps. I can see them selling creepy shit as gaming or ethical hacking.
That sounds paranoid but these days there are inappropriate enough things out there which should be reported..
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